| Friday, March 30th, 2007 |
| 8:42 pm |
A!
alright so I have to post 10 songs with the letter A. And if you want a letter I will give you one. just comment on this. Abandon your friends-From Autumn to Ashes Affliction-AFI Albuquerque-Wierd Al Ambrosia-Alesana And Embers Rise-KSE Ass Shaker- RJA At the Speend of a Yellow Bullet- Head Automatica At least I know Im a Sinner-Atreyu At the End of August- 36 Crazyfists As the Ruins Fall-Thrice Aries-Unearth |
| Saturday, February 24th, 2007 |
| 11:38 am |
so far...
So in these past few months, there has been a lot going on and
now I feel like I should post something cuz it has been just too damn long.
As officially in Feb I quit my dept at the YMCA and took on a new one. I am so glad to be out of membership and now I enjoy coming to work (kind of).These past few weeks have crazy due to the fact that I am now taking 16 units(last semester was8). Double the work and half the time to go out and do stuff. There was also some drama from this girl and I do not know how I entirely feel about it. And lastly, I might move out with my best friend. That would be soo awesome. The freedom. Oh how I wish it will happen. And I am the proud owner of a Wii, which is the best machine ever!. I am still trying to adapt to my new schedule(I have been sleeping way too much lately). So until next time savvy listeners =]
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| Sunday, January 28th, 2007 |
| 11:40 pm |
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| Wednesday, January 10th, 2007 |
| 2:04 pm |
So....
One year older today. And now I am legal. Its just another day but yet today is the beginning of the rest of my life. |
| Monday, December 11th, 2006 |
| 2:48 pm |
who else is going to the hellogoodbye show on the 26th? |
| Sunday, December 3rd, 2006 |
| 10:05 pm |
Oh man.
I cant stop thinking about her.
And it is really driving me crazy.
Everything reminds me of her.
All the time, everywhere.
This feeling of helplessness is just killing me and eating me up inside.
I dont know what to do anymore.
I am at all these crossroads in my life.
And I dont know where to turn.
What the fuck do I do?
I cant help but be jealous of everyone.
I wish I went to a REAL school.
I wish I had someone to call my own.
I wish I didn't live in this area.
I want to be somewhere new.
Somewhere Fresh.
I want the same people to be there.
I love my friends.
But I don't love where we are.
I am sick of my job.
I am just sick of it all.
I haven't felt this shitty in a LONG time. |
| Wednesday, September 27th, 2006 |
| 1:41 pm |
!?
so it seems as if i get a little glimpse of happiness and then its abruptly taken from me. I dont know if im getting smited for just being a bad person or what? Ive been terribly busy with everything lately. I try my best to balance everyone and everything but i guess it just isnt enough. Im totally killing my body with all the coffee i have drunk. at least 2 double shots a day.its not that im addicted but i dont want to fall asleep at the wheel going to school. i met with a counselor today at my school and i realized i have no idea what i want to do with my life. i dont want to major in aeronautics i just want my career to be air traffic control. i know it sounds wierd but i guess it because im really confused. i dont want to be in a whole program devoted to aeronautics. it just seems like a waste. well whatever.. i guess i am going to have to figure this whole situation out sooner or later. i know it sounds ridiculous but after only two months, i am completly in love with this one girl. she is just purely amazing. but she lives so damn far. i finally feel completly whole when im with her. its this feeling i cant quite describe but yet i want to shout it to the world. pretty much this girl is perfect and i love her. p.s. if your read this whole thing youre pretty much amazing <3 |
| Sunday, August 13th, 2006 |
| 8:32 pm |
alright this is my mid-summer entry a lot has been happening i have been working a ridiculous amount i got a pt cruiser ive been hanging out with the most amazing girl for the past week straight, non-stop school is looming over my head and is almost here SCARY! i really wish certain things will never change but i know everyone is going their seperate ways i hope there are amazing people in Pomona i will update later! |
| Thursday, July 6th, 2006 |
| 11:39 pm |
man, this shit fucking blows. |
| Sunday, July 2nd, 2006 |
| 12:14 am |
POOP!
Dayum So much shit is happening so fast right now. This shit really needs to slow down or I won't be able to savor any of it. I have been feeling way out of the loop lately. I only talk to like 1 maybe 2 of my friends nowadays. I just want to get away from Torrance for a while. This new job in Compton should do me some good. Get out of the loop and throw things in the air. This new job should be prety interesting. Collecting rent from these apartments in South Central....wow. There are too many people to see before the summer is over that it is almost overwhelming. The party last weekend was pretty fun. The dancers were ok..at best. But the band (sound Waves) were off the heezy. They played for like 2 hours and put up some good entertainment during their set. It was nice seeing some people that I havent seen in years. This whole grduating thing is quite overwhelming at the least. Well I will update in a couple days and see whats going on Current Mood:  dorkyCurrent Music: Bleeding Through.... |
| Sunday, June 18th, 2006 |
| 11:33 pm |
Update on Life
Ok well i'm writing this as I sit in my usual chair, where I usually comtemplate life, and its many misadventures. This has been a very interesting weekend, to start off. I don't want to go into too much detail but my friend was sad due to some unforseen events after senior brunch. This made Friday night boring. Saturday was fun. I got a laptop thats sweeter than a Butterfinger.(idk why butterfinger!) Baccalauriette was aiight, kinda borking but hey w/e its part of being a senior. i missed a party that i wanted to go to for a while cuz my cuz graduated from UCI. Being around all those 21 + people really made me think about how much things are going to chang in the next couple years. from my overhearing their convos it reminded me a lot of my own high school and how no matter how far away people get, you will never forget your high school years. this past month has been filled with nostalgia,(more than i can handle). Linkin park and Limp BIzkit have been at the top of my playlists for the past week or so. it reminded me of how i got to what ive become. sunday was chill. hanging with my friend and eating hawaiian food.GAHHHH its almost perfect. i swear i feel like im in eigth grade oh well, this week shall be interseting!!! Current Mood: nostalgicCurrent Music: Linkin Park |
| Tuesday, May 9th, 2006 |
| 9:42 pm |
what the fuck
why does shit have to suck soo much?? fucking no date for prom and every fucking day someones like who you going to prom with. I DONT FUCKING KNOW! all the shit i had planned fucking backfired right in my face and how shit is hitting the fan like a mother fucker and is splattering all over the fucking place. fucking college is retarded and i dont know where im going or what im doing and what the fuck is going on. i just wish we could stay in junior year for-fucking-ever. thank you. Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: Killswitch fucking Engage |
| Monday, March 13th, 2006 |
| 11:48 pm |
what the fuck!this is sooooo fucking ridiculous you have no fucking clue. its all fucking stupid and im about to punch someone straight in the face just cuz im sooo pissed the fuck off. |
| Saturday, February 18th, 2006 |
| 11:47 pm |
omg
tonight was freaking amazing. i went over to davids house and we decided go to LBJ's. and then were like we need to get some stuff at best buy so we get there and i'm like i need this cd and this cd and this one blah blah blah cuz yeah thats how it is. and then on the way out i see this toy/ DVD panda! wtf so we get to davids house and we start playing it and just could not stop laughing. the best thing ever freaking made. i swear this is what japanese people do when they get high on crack. PANDA-Z is the best thing in the world. go give it a try. then David starts showing me pix of Kern and im like thats cool. and we start digging more into his pix and we find all this shit from Woodleaf and sacreds and all the good time weve had over the past two years or soo. i dont know why me and david dont hang out more often. it always turns out to be amazing! Current Mood:  ecstaticCurrent Music: Himsa |
| 9:55 am |
WTF shit brick
i really dont know what the fuck this shit is. Why is everything that i worked so hard for all of sudden crumbling at my fingertips. I dont understand this. Current Mood:  aggravatedCurrent Music: Bleeding Through |
| Friday, December 2nd, 2005 |
| 12:55 am |
mmmhmmm
soo yeahhhhh OMG Avenged Sevenfold, Saosin, and Bullets and Octane(and Death by Stereo but they dont really count ;]) what a fucking night this has been i almost cought his drumstick too! grrrrrrr and freaking Karmel is a maniac when it comes to singing Saosin! but i can still hear the guitars going off.jA:OIDfhAJGh wow thx Ammirelle. I owe you much more than a million. quite possibly the greatest night of my life soo far. kajflkfh Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Tuesday, November 29th, 2005 |
| 11:07 pm |
life
so yeah i got a job at the YMCA. pretty cool so far i start on Sunday so stop by --- 6:30-1:00 what the fuck that shit is early! ohh well i get paid bank so its cool yeah i got a 3.0 on my report card so im content with that i need to step it up in some of my classes cuz they are easy A's (kinda) oh well. so football is over now and im starting to get out of shape but that will end when i start working! soo four years of my life devoted to a sport that really didnt take me anywhere and i didnt make a whole lot of friends.. but I really don't know how my life would be like right now without football. seems kinda wierd to think about but heyy "what if". Current Mood: cold |
| Tuesday, June 28th, 2005 |
| 8:39 am |
wow....
so watsup everyone. havent written in this thing in a while. well summers off to a nice start. sunday was crazy mad fun i had my kickback and it was a blast yesterday i made 30 bucks by helping my friend move stuff around yay ive gone surfing 2 times already and plan to go tomorow. yay! i plan to hang out with all of my friends at one point or another during this summer so yeah give me a call if you wanna chill! Current Music: NO DIGGITY |
| Saturday, April 9th, 2005 |
| 12:33 am |
I had THE most awesomest day 1.It started out good when i woke up nice and early to get some starbucks 2.Bus rides to and from SIX FLAGS was off the hook. Atreyu and Egyptian War is the best mix EVER 3.I LOVE SIX FLAGS! it is now officially awesome and my fear of roller coasters is now gone. 4.I love GOLIATH, X, BATMAN, *DEJAVU*. must go on those rides. 5. Get home and i am able to go on the computer YES. 6.SO david, emma, sara, and meghan come over. that was chill. 7.We go to AMC and pick up miles..... karmel, ammirelle, brad, ashley, and michelle were there, and i got threatened by a bottle and ammirelles fist..yikes 8.then we go to davids house for a little "incredible" action. this just seemed to be a day i will not soon forget. Current Music: Deanne the Arsonist/ Atreyu |
| Sunday, April 3rd, 2005 |
| 10:33 pm |
alrighty then yesterday i cleaned and cleaned more that night i picked up Rini and Ashley (my nigs) Saw Guess Who Awesome fun times then today i cleaned more and mowed the lawn garage is all nice and sparkly like then David and Miles came over Halo 2 action i pwned after i got my controller to work and u guys no it! now im just singing and dancing to killswitch of course and then there is SHOW ME YO BOOTY HOLE best song ever! im me if chu want it! -panda Current Music: Rose of Sharyn/ Killswitch Engage |
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